Sometimes people ask
me an intriguing question: "what are you going to do with that quilt?" Sometimes
I ask it of myself, when I'm in lala quilt land (a real place, obviously),
dreaming of fabric and design.
Lately, I've been
reflecting a lot, on my own and with my sewing friends, about why I quilt. Sometimes, I think, "what would I even be DOING right now if I wasn't
sewing?" Sure, I read books, hang out with my family and friends, blog,
work too many jobs, clean, etc.... but this is my hobby. MORE than a hobby. More like a lifestyle. It has become a more
important/essential part of my life than I ever could have imagined. When I think about all the fabric I would miss out on in a non-quilty life, it's actually pretty upsetting!
It's about the
process and the skills I've learned. Quilting has taught me how to be patient
(huge shocker for real, since I am impatient by nature), precise, and impulsive (all
at the same time). I've learned how to make things with my bare hands. I've
stuffed a closet full of fabric and been able to justify (most of) it. I've
learned how to make perfect HSTs and how to sew an accurate quarter inch seam.
I jumped into free motion quilting a couple of years ago and I haven't looked
back. I haven't met a fabric store I didn't love. As president of the CJMQG now, I program meetings and serve as the main decision maker and contact for
all activities. I see those skills translating into my professional life. Of course, another huge reason why I sew is simply you, the community, that we are all apart of and that I value so much.
This Botanics Challenge quilt is really what it was meant to be: a challenge. This is the
first huge wall quilt I'm intending to just keep. Yes, I'll hang it up in my
home, but it's more just for me to make
than anything else. Also, it's
noteworthy because as a "modern quilter" I haven't actually made a
full-size "improvisational" quilt top. Most of this quilt top is just
that. It's my second time working with a scattered/scrappy low volume
background, too, and I am seriously delving into that part of my stash (and
ending up with weird-sized scraps!). Oh, and believe me, it is bothering me that the quilt top isn't done
yet… but I'm trying to just let it happen.
This quilt is also
different because there is no. deadline. No baby shower to prepare for, no
birthday to commemorate, no person to mail to. Just me and my quilt. And I am
quite enjoying it. :) So, I ask you: can't we just make
for the sake of making more often? A bit of a
scattered post from a person who is scattered all over.
P.S. My friend Sarah
is hosting a 30/30 Challenge, where you spend 30 minutes every day of March sewing for yourself. Check it out! This sounds like just the kind of motivation I need.